I went off-script tonight… and it was scary, but it was real.
In this episode with Brian Hill (The Complete Combatant), we talk about what happens when your training stops working and why the answer isn’t “try harder.”
What you’ll get from this conversation:
How creativity fuels motivation when discipline starts feeling dead
Why blind spots show up as resistance (and what to do with that)
The edge of chaos vs. order—where real growth happens
Why sleep isn’t optional if you want skill to stick
How to move forward without shame when you fall off track
Tonight on Defenders LIVE, I welcomed back my friend Brian Hill of The Complete Combatant and I did something that honestly scared me: I showed up without a script. No outline. No safety net. Just heart, courage, and a willingness to practice letting go in real time.
Brian breaks down a powerful framework for creativity and growth and why motivation dies when practice turns rigid, how blind spots hide inside our resistance, and why real progress happens on the edge between chaos and order. We talk about the trap of high-volume “grind” training, the role of sleep in performance, and what it really means to develop self-mastery without living in shame. Then we go deeper…into identity, pain, purpose, and how suffering can be transformed into something that strengthens you instead of breaking you.
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